Sunday, 26 April 2009
undisguised
this morning I woke up to realise that it's a sunday and almost gave a puff of outrage. tomorrow's monday and i'm dreading work. besides the psychic upheaval caused by this current change in my life, i find myself strictly solo these days. hang on, i thought, i can't go on like this. for once this is not going to be an empty phrase.
and i'm starting to feel calm and anger-free. it's not that hard. the one consolation about being in this exhausting situation is that the people at home have been pampering me more than any nineteen year old should get.
the weather's been very temperamental. there hasn't been cold wind that would try to chew our noses off but there were nights when the wind got wild and for once i thought it would blew out the window the way it rattled.
let's see what this following week has for me because i have a strong feeling it would land on my head like a bag of cluster bombs. god, please let me buckle in with pure pleasure.
