Tuesday, 24 March 2009
whoopeedoo for seremban trip!
Saturday, 21 March 2009
ho hum. beacon of hope.
i think i need to refrain from trimming my hair so i can have a hair as long as this
wow that'll probably take me years alright i shall hunt for more pictures of ladies with super hair and paste them on the walls of my bedroomBlock and Jab
let's hope that work wouldn't be a full blown tragedy again. i found myself drawing ever closer to the revelation of what's in store and what i most likely couldn't handle being a teacher. frighteningly so, in fact. what i didn't realise at that point when i made this decision was that i also have the problem of communicating with parents. that's the problem i've always had. i do not realise it until a tad too late. With no time to rethink, i could see myself harbour doubts in the days ahead. i really do have a lot to learn. Acclimatise myself to the lifestyle.
now that school results are good, it is becoming increasing clear to me that the rules have changed. everyone's gotta do this. there's no more staggering down the footpath and lurking in the shadows but grow the courage and be those happy shiny people. guess i could do better than just steel myself. maybe i should dance and weave and just, just be a MAN about things. ha ha.
Thursday, 12 March 2009
saya rasa bosan sangat sangat jadi saya mahu makan froot loops ah
Monday, 9 March 2009
I scream blue murder
These days. The last thing i want is to retire to bed because it wasn't as though i was going to be able to get much sleep in any case. So i would find myself lying awake in the darkness, gazing ceiling-wards to where the fan was making whirring sounds and only fell into a deep slumber at 3 or 4 in the morning.
While it was difficult to sleep tight, my mind was crowded with thousands of questions and worked like a computer disc. Then i felt myself sag under the weight of the night's silence and the gravity of my mind's insistence. Tonight i will pray that i could sleep tight now that i've known the loneliness is sadder than i thought.
On the flipside, i have pictures! sentosaaa. These girls. i've quickly grown closer to them.The times we spent, i felt like i was in the presence of some kind of magic. They say a little bit of optimism goes a long way. nana and miera have this talent for photography! Airplanes of thank yous to them both and i see photographers in the making.
Monday, 2 March 2009
what's opposite of love
